Lyrical soul, anyone??

may "friendships" sprout - where you least expect them... dreams fulfilled in the most bizarre ways... hope take flight - high above imagination... and all... knowing God is near! ~ 4 July, 2005 ~ It's a strange thing re-reading what I've written, in months past. Especially when I've been particularly vulnerable. Blogging aside (as infrequently as i do it)... I tend to "journal" as though someone will read my text. Paranoia or a sense of watching myself, from the future. I don't know - reminds me of being "baked", either way. That said (guarded writings) - vulnerability in my personal meanderings is sketchy, at best. When i read an HONEST assessment of my insides - beyond occurences, self absorbtion and the like - i am always pleasantly surprised. there really is something beautiful, creative and spiritual. Absolutely Nothing strived for. So, living? Freeing my mind doesn't even help in this process. But as i continue... I'm certain there will be more and more and more - "BC, here i come!" **well, in 3.5 months**